lazy =P

haha. this few days very lazy update blog le. dont know why le. haha. maybe because i have no problems now. since that day i am with him until now. every single day is a happy day. being with him really very relaxing. i can be myself. i dont have to pretend being someone else to satisfy my bf. he is satisfy with who i am. love you loads. read dear eh blog. so touching nia. today i suddenly miss daryl and nicholas. very cute le both of them. lazy upload pictures le. dont know why. normally when i am sad or moody i will update my blog. since now i am happy. nothing to write le. happy being with him. tomorrow dear coming. XD looking foward. miss you dear

1 thing
2 do
3 words
4 you
i love you

tired

today very tired. whole day out with god ma, her partner and my two god brothers. nicholas & daryl. very cute le. damn miss them. went to kek lok si and butterfly farm. should go butterfly farm. nice place. ^^ but there no line de. XD . this morning is a misunderstanding. haha. now okay le. i miss my dear alot. but i notice something. just only. but nevermind le. everyone got their own reasons. XD i am bored le. and tired. but i want to accompany my dear. suprise bo??? dear now wan study. omg. got so guai bo??? haha. guai la guai la. sayang you la. haha. muacks

you are the strength when i am weak,
you are the treasure that i seek,
you are my all in all . <3 you dear

with loads of love,
lisa
xoxo

morning ><

things happen last night. things that i am kinda jealous and sad. i also don't know why i will feel like that but the tears are rolling. what can i do is hold back the tears. but i can't do anything about it. because it is my fault. if it is not because of me they wouldn't have break up. i suddenly feel guilty once again. haiz. what should i do? i thought today morning i can read his blog. but he didn't update so never mind already. i suddenly feel that everything is changing. feel very confuse. feel like its just a dream and is going to end soon. what should i do? dear help me. i am going to be crazy soon. haiz. what should i do? and my god mother not yet come. boring. dear wont wanna reply my msg. what to do le? so i just write something on my blog le. suddenly feel very lonely. hmph. is his feeling changing? dear are you changing?

another day has passed <3

today nothing much lo. whole day texting with my dear dear ^^ nothing to do le. just normal. i miss him so much. miss until i crazy le. how dear? tomorrow going out with god mother. woots * will enjoy i guess. with her 2 kids. 9 and 5 years old. miss them so much le. but i miss my dear more le. dear today coming back to penang le. and sorry ya dear. make you jealous. don't worry in my heart there's only you ^^



this fruit nice. grandma gave me this XD
menu at little cottage
decoration ^^
^^
i look weird
bread & butter
^^
my food
mummy's lunch
daddy's lunch
jelly XD
coffee
guess what is this?
XD
chocolates
eat chocolate also wan act cute a? crazy me
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kakak with pandan [ tua ko wan ]


i love my dear more than anything . hearts him. L ♥ M

queensbay XD

haha. yesterday kinda sad lo. because dear busy i guess didn't give me good night call. XD never mind baby understand. see i am so understanding le. haha. blekz blekz. then morning dear and me misunderstand each other because dear there dont have line. thought never text when wake up. sorry lo. then dear call me. talk talk talk. today khi siao le. keep mms with dear. not SMS but MMS. haha. siao liao. then after lunch went aunt place. UNEXPECTED >< . dun like to go there. bored le. then come home i charge my phone get ready then go queens. dear i am sorry sorry sorry. a million appologies le. i also want dear to follow me and my god mother ma. but i really scared le. hope dear understand.love you. then went to queens. went sakae eat. damn full le. but dunno why can gastric. and hor sorry dear. don't heart pain ya. XD then went shopping. go momoe shop for clothes. mummy bought shirt and a skirt there also. nice nice. XD no pics for you dear. because is for chinese new year. if see le ma not new lo. and hor baby not yai yai. is a fact. wakakaka. blekz. went in 1 more shop. forgot that shop le. bought something there also. total 2 clothes. then went to search for heels. X ada. so never buy. then go buy bread. then now at home lo. dear saw the necklace you bought for me already. nice nice. hehe. thanks ya. muacks.


before going to queens
like japanese doll [in the car]see the line ><
he cooking
plates . messy
1 set Xd
me myself & i
daddy's ramen. not bad
soft shell crab hand roll
chicken cheese
something i like. don't know about you all. ^^
plates XD
sakae
my cup & twister [apple]

vain vain vain

today going out for dinner with family. mummy's treat. went to feng wei. i think is like that spell le. after that went to aunt house took a few pictures. anyway pictures are uploaded opposite. so see from below. appologies. love you dear. muacks


web cam
toilet XDstairs XD
look a little weird
drink of the day
^^
dear i miss you loads
hearts you
at aunt house
smile =)
ily
heels for today
thats me ^^
love you m.
my reflection
manicure XD

♥ loads of love ♥

yesterday was kinda moody i dont know why. but i guess is because i am too boring. haha. then dear msg me. he is going to genting and KL today. i guess is for 3 days 2 nights right dear??? boring lo. yesterday through the phone he cheer me up. thank you dear. feel much much better. then sms with dear. then dear go pack. nothing much le. dear the phrase is not for you la. is just that until now i still can't forget that phrase because i know if i put bigger hopes i will get bigger dissapoinment. dear will understand wan right??? the msges you send me last night very sweet hor??? sweeter than sugar. ish u. say until i so good a??? got so good bo??? haha. too good until always let dear bully. blek. but lucky bully then got sayang back. abo mai chai u err. then before i sleep dear call me. say he today around 5 must wake up le. so i was like wah... so early le. then i say sorry cnt so early wake up but will try my best. then i suddenly remember that ask him bring enough clothes la. bla bla bla. then msg him. haha. don't know why 5 i automatic open my eyes and check my phone. then msg dear. dear never reply. then i fall asleep back. then around 6 something wake up time saw 3 msges from dear. reply le. dear ask me go sleep. so sleep until around 8 like that wake up msg with dear. then go for breakfast. play with rain. go giant buy stuff. then now back at home. tonight got dinner. BIG headache. don't know what to wear le. mostly wear dress kua. ish

oops. forgot something. yesterday i ask dear to write blog. he really did. whole night writing blog a??? haha. just read nia. so sweet hor??? see liao also mo kui chang. wakakaka. blekz. will miss dear alot. don't worry le. free time only accompany baby le. i will be patient want. haha. dear must take care, becareful and enjoy ya. muacks. xoxo

pictures of me tonight will be uploaded either tonight or tomorrow. XD

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~signing off~

babiie ♥ dear