changing???

last few days i suddenly feel everything is changing around me. i dont know why but is changing. not to better but worst. feel very hurt and sad. he dont used to be like this, maybe he is stress and tension for what his family gave him. i also dont know what to do anymore. i am confused. really sorry dear. maybe i dont understand you well. i hope i will but i am still learning. hope that everything will be back like last time. only laughter. no sadness or pain. almost everyday my heart get hurts. it's very pain but there is nothing i can do to stop the pain because i love him too much already. dear i dont know whether is i am changing or you are changing. i feel very confused. i dont even know what am i doing anymore. basketball is more important i guess. no more comments. pictures of yesterday will be uploaded other time