i am SoRrY

firstly i am sorry i let you girls down. i know we have been practising for the past months. i wanted to go. but i am having high fever yesterday. during school last few periods i am not feeling very well. then when i reach home totally no appetite. so went to bed. when i wake up. feel very very cold outside but inside i am burning hot. then my father check say i having fever 38.5 . then i cant go tuition. i thought after resting will be find. so i take panadol. after 4 hours my fever come again. then today early morning take me go see doctor. he say i am having throat infection. so thats why i am having high fever. then he say rest at home. he will give me MC. he say i cant go stand under hot sun. my condition will get worse. then i tell my parents i must go stadium if not will disqualified. they say you know your condition like that summore wan go stadium. wan die izit??? they say your body not like others.... bla bla bla... i wanted to go so badly but i cant. i am sorry. if you guys are really mad at me. there's nothing i can say. but i hope girl guides will win this year.

i am truly deeply sorry