*bitch*

walao eh... beh tong nia... when i on9. ishz. wat kind of *bitch* is dat??? plz ok. my english is betta than your english ok???PLZ . . . look at yourself in the mirror b'4 u comment bout othas can or not???? i noe my own vocabulary & the words that i'm tryin to say... it's all in the dictionary. if u don't know that word exist. plz do check the dictionary. or u wan me 2 buy 1 for you??? latest edition sumore. wan anot??? if u wan juz say. no nid pai seh eh. ish.... so beh tong nia... today whole day mood vry vry good eh. but tink of u nia. OMGOSH !!!! so damn ...... i'm speechless la. i don't get it at alll.... how can he.... for her???? is so so damn unbelievable. polute my blog nia... but i too beh tong adi. muz lepas geram on tiz blog. sorrie ya blog (=

today did my oral. wohoo 25/30 . my group members are win & jan. thanks girls. we did it 2getha. but not much hard work actuali. haha. ^^ today at canteen so damn happie when i saw sumting. i guess my bestie will noe wat i am talkin about. i guess i wanna stop here already. will update my blog the next time i on9. chaoz. ^^

signing off,
lisa

30/9/09
8.34 pm

wohoo !!! kinda tired but damn happie ^^

today would be the last day of holiday le . TOMMOROW school reopen . i still wan more holidays . not enough 4 me . today earli in the morning i went to church . after tiz week my church wont be an old church anymore. will be renovated ^^. then after church u didn't go cathetisam b'coz today is youth week. n i kinda lazy go. so in d end bo go. parents went 2 market 2 buy some vege. i stay in d car v grandma. then after marketing fetch grandma bac. then dadi drop me & mumi bac at home 1st. dadi wanna go see a doctor.[ my beloved daddy is sick ] get well soon ya daddy. then i went home. i did alot of tings. [ i actuali type the whole day eh story but dno wat happen all edit khi. so lazy type again. at 4.55 i went jogging v cousin & take some picahs. v jog 4 1 hour. damn tired nia. reach home faster drink 100+ ^^. came bac i cook. then nw updating blog & sms-ing & doing folio

p.s : i got my new nike shoes. wohoo !!! [blue one]

My Journey Begins ^^

my nike shoes <3

lisa

27/9/09

wat should i do???

should i reali giv him another chance??? but would i get hurt again??? maybe i should decide after he come bac from china. maybe i should giv him a chance n a chance 2 my heart to love again

<3
lisa

16/9/09
8.25pm

i'm reali reali vry sorry

i dunoe how 2 start but wat i can say is im sori. u hurt me enough already. u make me hate u at 1st but in d end i decided 2 forgive u . it's hard 4 me 2 forgive u but i did it. i can do that but i cant do thiz. u made me kinda fall 4 u then u leave me. N now u wanna be bac 2getha??? if i agree i will juz giving u opportunity 2 hurt me again & again. im tired of crying everynite b4 i go 2 bed. u say u wont hrut me n u will recover my heart dat is hurt b4. i believe u can do it but i don't wanna take the risk anymore. maybe it's not ur fault. maybe is i dare not face the fact. i hope you understands how i feel. u hurt me once & i wont let u hurt me twice. since now u are not in penang i can juz hope that u are safe. u told me that the msg is not u send is your fren send. u told me u juz leave it lidat b'coz my pmr cmn u dun wan b'coz of u my study teruk. u say u got a new gf b'coz i got a new bf. when u say all thiz u make me feel that im in the wrong. but everytime i wan 2 giv u a chance i will tink of the past. i hope you when u read thiz u will understand how i feel. i'm sorry & i hope you will understand how i feel . i don't want to make the same mistake again.

love,
lisa

25/9/09
1.16 pm

cooking . swimming [ fun fun fun all the way fun ]

today earli earli 7 sumting muz wake up adi. daddy fetch me go aunt hse. when i reach there. kakak open the door 4 me. then i go up. greet my aunt n uncle ngrandma N couz. then v went for breakfast in macalister lane. ate char koay kak. yummy !!! whne v reach home. my aunt say 10 she will teach me how 2 do cookies ^^ then i say great great. my couz bro got ttn. then me n my couz sis learn how 2 bake cookies. vry hard to describe how 2 do. but it's vry fun. in the end d cookies turn out to be vry vry yummy !!! then after finish doin. my aunt teach me 2 make mushroom soup. her resipe kinda special. then v ate nasi lemak & mushroom soup for lunch. desert is COOKIES. then kakak made cincau. ^^ then me n my couz went 2 my ah ma's room. she kick me i kick her so wu liao. but vry funnie. laugh the whole day. then my aunt say let's go swimming. we went swimming then i start 2 zhi lian again. pictures pictures pictures ^^ afetr swimming i came bac 2 my home sweet home. nw updating blog. ltr got ttn. hehe.

baking cookies ^^

swimming . cold cold

after swimming . in the bathroom
me myself & I
staring in your eyes

lisa.

24/9/09

red box . movie . bbq chicken .

today earli earli let that miss winnie lee wake me up. then go bath. can't wait 2 go gurney. then in the car on the way 2 gurney time ko cai see tiok an accident. hope all of them are fine & safe. ^^ reach gurney went N find winnie. then me n her go walk walk. then go red box. mana tau not yet open then v go up see got wat movie n text the boys wat time should they buy. the movie is WHERE GOT GHOST . then we went to arcade play 1 round of daytona. ^^ when v finish playin v saw the boys buyin ticket. the boys are daniel . shaun . benjamin . isaac . after they buy v faster go red box. kek si nia. earli go bo open. late abit go fully book. then the girl told us v will be in the waiting list. then she say wait 4 another 10 mins. while waiting mason & joel came and meet us . we told them the news then we was like WAITING !!!after 10 mins another guy say. worry to all those who are in the waiting list. full already. then winnie ask me 2 ask the girl. the girl say ask me 12 come bac but i will still be in the waiting list. so while waiting it is 11.20 v capture pics. walk around & bac to red box. the girl say. okay u all can go in already . room number 19. when we open the door. me & winnie was like OMG!!! the room is so so big. then v make ourself comfortable . we choose song. sing song. then play around. then capture pictures ^^ but use daniel eh camera. [olympus ^^] then xing xi meet us at redbox at 1.50 then he say he wanna go walk walk at at around 2.30. then i told him 2 meet us up at the cinema at 3. i took some video. but too dark so i upload picha onli la. after redbox finish v straight go cinema. but v buy some snack ofcourse. then the movie at 1st was kinda funnie then come the scary part . BOO!!! me n winnie shout like crazy nia. then after shout v laugh.... so damn siao.... got scared got happie got funnie. all oso got.... then v go eat BBQ chicken. yummy yummy !!! then we decide where to go. but daniel muz go home adi. his uncle is waiting for him, ben, shaun & isaac. then v ask penny [winnie sis] 2 help us to capture some pics of us. [group picha] then v say bye bye . so sad le dat time. muz pisah adi. but next monday also will meet up in scl le... hehe ^^ [dramatic] but i guess everyone enjoy themselve le.... happy happy happy ...

total number of ppl : 9

dress code : BLACK

all of us

red box day 23/9/09

lisa . mason

lisa <3

9.32pm

don't leave me alone . let me stay by yourside . i need you . i love you

OMG !!!

last nite went for dinner . i mean wedding dinner . the bride was so so pretty. ^^ ntg much. juz took alot alot of pics. SS ^^ 2day morning sleep till 12. such a gud sleep. hehe. then watch disc then go sleep again ^@^. then juz came bac from queensbay. on the way bac saw an accident. sangat sangat .... how 2 say dat.... err.... mengerikan??? the whole car terbalik. OMG !!! then went home... i don't understand y chinese got so mani pantang larang eh... beh tong nia. tiz cnt say dat cnt say. tiz pantang dat pantang. ishz !!! so mahuan. but no matter wat rules are rules.... sorry 4 wat i hav said juz nw... i wish i could take bac my words. b'coz is pantang ==

lisa

21/9/09

10.04 pm

19/9/09

i dunno why izit so special. but im vry happie 2day. i sudenli feel vry happie. maybe b'coz i finnaly 4get the love i have for him N it's all bac to me.... i'm single but NOT available !!! i went to ttn earli in the morning. then i follow my parents to book ticket for end year holiday.... wohoo. every two year once will go for a major holiday. N tiz year is the lucky year ^^ can't wait till school holidays. then i went to eat lunch. then go home. watch movie that my teacher borrowed me. then OINK OINK ^@^. hehe . then go for dinner. hehe .... then here comes the handphone n the capturing. chik chak chiak chak chik chak chik chak chik chak chik chak

chik chak

at the beach ^^ enjoying the breeze

tuition life in key to win ^^

first i would like to start with. i guess most of us go for ttn right??? i also go 2 ttn. and key to win is my ttn centre. tiz is d pics v took in key 2 win ^^


thiz is our sir
me & may

lisa . nicholas

janice . lisa . kee win . may

me . sir . may

kee win & may

lisa . sir kee win and adrian

lisa . adrian

the 3 gals

janice . me nicholas and sir play checkers

so happie 2 getha ^^

yours,

lisa

18/9/09

12.00 pm

bestiez forever <3

haha... first i wanna start with my frriends. i have alot of friends. but i onli hav 3 bestiez. hehe ^^
they are janice . winnie . vicky. love them loads. they are always there for me wheneva i nid them. they will cheer me up. everyone noes that 4 of us muz always stick 2getha. haha. when v are 2 getha.... u noe la wat will happen.... siaoness will happen n v sure will laugh eh. haha. if not v are not normal adi. haha.

MEMORIES IN MY HOUSE N SCHOOL ^^ [ friends ]

in my room ^^

lisa . janice . vicky . winnie lisa . gary

our reflection

our circle of friendship

school life ^^

it's not a great morning at first. can't sleep well last nite. kinda sad.... tears involved. sadness involved. all oso involved le.... when i reach school is kinda boring at first. but then slowly back 2 siaoness eh life. our class won 1st for d merdeka decoration. so damn happy at first till v open the prize which worth rm100... guess what izit??? __________ so damn stupid nia the prize. but it's betta than nothing i guess.... haha. then it's english lesson after assembly. my fren ask teacher a question.
ques : [ why does a guy stand on the 10 floor and throw the butter down??? ]
answer : because he wants _________ [ fill in the blank ]
not vry logic actualy but kinda funnie ^^ , then teacher also ask a question but its more logic. wakakakka.... then bm, recess, bm, sejarah, then sivik. todays school life kinda funnie eventhough i have alot in my mind, i feel betta after goin to school. betta than staying at home doin ntg. ^^ during sivik we plan things to do during the holidays ^^ then v sing. thanks 2 "THEM" the song v sang gives me memory. but kinda funnie o

a million thanks to:
wei loon [ givin me ideas to stay happie ]
mason [ making me feel better ]
vincent [ comforting me and advice me ]
vicky [ see her cuteness oso vry happie ]
janice [ our siaoness makes me laugh ]
winnie [ the things v talk n the things v joke ]
those teacher who enters my class also make me laugh.
my otha classmates who also make me laugh.
LOVE YOU ALL . xoxo <3

i feel much much betta already . thanks to all of you

love,
lisa

16/9/09
3.04 pm

TENNIS !!!

im so so so damn dissapointed in him [Federer] i hope he win. but he loose 2 Delpotro. ishz. but no doubt Delpotro is a vry good player. but Federer is world number 1. so disapointed nia.... but i hope he can do betta in the next tennis open. eventhough he loose he is still 1st runner up. *sigh. GAmbateh Federer !!! you must work hard ya. but Delpotro is kinda *cute??? wakakakaka.... i'm such a tennis freak. OMG !!! will look foward to the next tennis open ^^ yeah !!!

tennis fan,
lisa

15/9/09
9.05 pm

confused feelings

i don't know what i should do... y is love making me so confusing....??? totaly give up on love n wanna live a single life... but y muz always sumone appear??? he makes me feel comfortable when im text-ing or chatting v him. but i dare not fall 4 him. he makes me feel happie. the msg he send me juz now was so...... u can call dat romantic.... with the song and all.... but i reali don't dare 2 fall 4 a guy anymore.... he will wait 4 me.... but should i give him a chance??? VERY CONFUSIN

confused,
lisa

13/9/09
6.00 pm

new life

hello,
hehe. having a new life now. no love . no worries . no sadness . no irritation . juz all too myself. heartz myself. ^^. lateli haven't on9 due to homeworks n orals.... too much 2 do. study study study !!! gambateh ~ lonely babiie is lonely but neva sad. always happie ^^

love,
lisa

11/9/09
2.03 pm

full with "why"

i don't know wat's goin on in my mind. i feel vry frustrated v myself. y muz i love him so much??? what's so gud about him??? y muz it be him??? y my mind wanna let him go but my heart wouldn't??? y is my love life so complicated??? i hate it... n i dun wan to hurt those who are there 4 me. i wanna stop loving u. n i will try my best. i wanna 4get u n i will try my vry best. loving u is d best ting but 4getin u is d worst ting. i hav no choice. tiz is my only choice left.

lisa

8/09/09
9.30pm

new mie ^^

leave me alone . don't disturb

welcum 2 my profile ^^

triangle love

u muz love be so confusing??? the person i love doesn't love me... but the person i don't love, love me ... y izit so hard 2 love sumone??? love is neva fair right??? love is juz a fairy tale that neva exist . i love him. he don't love me. i dun love him. he do love me. =.= confusing.

signing off.
love,
lisa

6/9/09
10.18 am

having a hard time

haiz. it's nt easi to 4get sumone v reali love. it takes time. a vry vry hard time 2 4get him/her. but wat i cn do is see d person i reali love leave me n neva come bac by my side anymore. it's a torture. but the past must be d teacher of love so v wont repeat d same mistake. but 4 me loving him is nt a mistake but is sumting that makes me happi n will neva 4get. it's all over but memories will neva be over.

love,
lisa

5/9/09
10.40 am

morning

morning everyone !!!
is a normal morning like everyday but today i realise sumting. which is i finnaly realise our love fade away already. it's hard 4 me 2 accept but i know it. i dun noe wat happen last nite. i tink i over reacted. i shouldn't be so angry v eu. 4giv me ok ma??? you did hurt my feelings but i noe u dun mean it. jie nt angry of u adi. no worries kay =)

5/9/09
9.45 am

boring

waiting 4 him to wake up and text me. what a boring day. currently playin facebook game. being sick is so touturing. have no appetite to eat either.. sienz

4/9/09
6.30pm

thanks

thanks to all those who have supported me all tiz while. N i certainly learned that i muz let go things that doesn't belong to me anymore. it's hard but it's a must. if nt i will get hurt deeper. maybe today will be d last day but i still hav happie memories v you. so i neva regrat. i muz thank u especially 4 giving me so much happi moments. i will treasure it N will neva 4get it.
4/9/09
love,
lisa

random picturs of me ^^

school life

misses him

e-gate

sweet XD

hate being sick

hate being sick
absent from school 3 days already. wat a boring day . i wan to go out. goin scl is betta than staying at home n doing ntg. ^^

memories

i reali do love eu. i start 2 fall 4 u on march9. i reali love eu alot. everyting started well until sumone apear. haiz. y muz he apear in our love life n take away our happiness? y muz he introduce eu to dat stupid job??? y??? cn earn money meh? i reali miss eu alot. all i wanted is 2 have you bac by myside. is that so hard??? why don't you understand my feelings??? every single night i wait 4 eu.
waiting by my bed side
waiting 4 my phone to ring
waiting 4 u 2 text me
as i wait everynite
i am getting tired N tired
i wonder when will it end?
then v decide break is d best solution. but i still reali do love u but u hurt be deeper n deeper day by day. d words u say broke my heart but i still continue loving u. i tried 2 4get about u but it's d hardest ting i eva tried 2 do. after that v talk bout tryin 2 get bac 2getha n ur test is near. u put d blame on me that b'coz of u wan accompany me so u do all ur revision n assaignments at night. i feel i am in d wrong. i shouldn't be so selfish. but do u know that if u tell me that u wanna study in d afternoon i will agree n stop msg-ing v u. but u didn't tell me u wan 2 study in d afternoon. but why after ur exam u didn't even bother about ur work after v break. y muz u work so hard when v r 2getha but after break u dun even bother??? everytime i tink about u i will start 2 drop my tears. ppl ask me 2 4get bout u. but it's nt as easi as that. loving u is d best tings happen 2 me even though i get hurt deepli. but at least i noe thiz is true love. i reali dno how 2 tell u how i feel but until today i still love u. it's more than one month. why muz everyting change??? it's all because of his appearence. i hate it. why muz he be so important 2 u??? why v can't be 2getha anymore??? i understand adi. it's because u dun love me anymore. why muz i be so naive believing that u actuali still love me after breaking up??? why muz u hurt me deeper??? why in d end u tell me that u dun love me anymore??? y??? y muz i reject othas b'coz of u??? it is because i hope v still cn start all over again. since you dun love me adi. wat i wanna tell u is i hope u dun giv up n drop out from college. my mum always ask bout u. wat i cn say is i dno. she reali hope u cn study hard n she ask u nt 2 giv up. v cnt be 2getha nvm but i hope u wont drop out b'coz i believe that u cn do betta in d next exam. n i wish u all d best . I will miss eu n our memories too. 3/3/09