i'm reali reali vry sorry

i dunoe how 2 start but wat i can say is im sori. u hurt me enough already. u make me hate u at 1st but in d end i decided 2 forgive u . it's hard 4 me 2 forgive u but i did it. i can do that but i cant do thiz. u made me kinda fall 4 u then u leave me. N now u wanna be bac 2getha??? if i agree i will juz giving u opportunity 2 hurt me again & again. im tired of crying everynite b4 i go 2 bed. u say u wont hrut me n u will recover my heart dat is hurt b4. i believe u can do it but i don't wanna take the risk anymore. maybe it's not ur fault. maybe is i dare not face the fact. i hope you understands how i feel. u hurt me once & i wont let u hurt me twice. since now u are not in penang i can juz hope that u are safe. u told me that the msg is not u send is your fren send. u told me u juz leave it lidat b'coz my pmr cmn u dun wan b'coz of u my study teruk. u say u got a new gf b'coz i got a new bf. when u say all thiz u make me feel that im in the wrong. but everytime i wan 2 giv u a chance i will tink of the past. i hope you when u read thiz u will understand how i feel. i'm sorry & i hope you will understand how i feel . i don't want to make the same mistake again.

love,
lisa

25/9/09
1.16 pm