it's a saturday ^^

it's a Saturday so yesterday was a Friday. so can sleep late and today can wake up late. for me is late le. don't bout u all... ^^ hehe. last night after i on9. then he send me a song and ask me to listen. the song eh title is zou huo ru mo. around 12 like that msg him say wan sleep le. so shocked you phone come le. ^^ . then get to listen 2 wu ding. but 1 line only. not enough le. blekz. then after end the call. i cnt sleep. == but in the end fall asleep at 12.30 like that. haha.

today normally i will wake up at 11 sumting eh. but dno wats wrong with me . i 8 like that wake up already. haha. ^^. wanted to msg YOU but i am afraid u are still sleepin. then i on9 ... around 9.40 like that we wake up le. msg msg msg. then he on9. we chat. then he say he wanna make breakfast then bath then bla bla bla. so then i off9 i go watch tv. waited for him. after he bath he msg me. then he say he wanna do breakfast le. so i waited for him. guess wat he make by using an hour. so long le... ^^


nice ma the breakfast he make??? so cute . ^^
this is his milo shake ^^ using mcd eh cup ^^

you all will be wondering how come i can get all this picture right??? haha. dun wan tell . blekz. then he eat his breakfast using LIFE brand eh ketchup ^^. haha . i guess he enjoy his breakfast. next time cook for me oh ^^. okay??? then i eat my lunch. then after awhile i feel sleepy. so i tell him i wanted to sleep. then he also sleep. then around 2 sumthing like that see his msg. then reply him. but i still blur blur. zzz then ask him msg me after his hair cut. manatau around 4 like that. near my house i hear someone shouting. i ma stand on my bed and look outside lo. i tink his dog run out of the house. the owner chasing the dog. damn funnie. then i cnt sleep le. ^^. then 5 sumthing i had my dinner. KFC ^^. yummy. i ate 1 piece. another 2 give mummy. eat 1 nia but full like dno wat. ^^ then now on9 chatting with him. i miss you badly too ^^. this is my response. blekz. wanted to follow daddy to his dinner at hard rock hotel. but he say 1 person100++ . he say bo tat. so ma didn't go lo. so sad nia. T.T nvm le. stay at home on9 and do some revision also good. i guess i will stop here.

miss you . miss you . miss you . miss you . miss you . miss you . miss you . miss you
miss you . miss you . miss you . miss you . miss you . miss you . miss you
miss you . miss you . miss you . miss you . miss you . miss you
miss you . miss you . miss you . miss you . miss you
miss you . miss you . miss you . miss you
miss you . miss you . miss you
miss you . miss you
miss you

love,
lisa

6.27

a simple day

yesterday went to key2win. haha.. i love life in key2win. we study but v also enjoy. all of you who need tuition must go to key2win. [ sir i guess u will be very happy??? ] haha. but yesterday let janice and dat adrian teo bully. sob sob. say all the mou lui eh tings. say me & cy together. until now dat adrian teo dun believe. he say i pretending. ADRIAN TEO I AM NOT PRETENDING OKAY !!!
haha. today morning go scl. sit for eng paper 2. not bad le. i use 1 hour. got extra 1hour15. i do ntg. just look here look there. haha. then write lyrics. love story by taylor swift. after i write finish and decorate i only capture and post in blog le. ^^ then come home. waiting for your msg. hmm. but actually you got extra class. haha. i am not angry. i understand le. ^^ muacks muacks. hope will success le. wont fail again. gambateh !!! then i go northam cafe eat. then go irc buy cake. then now back home. chattin with .... then updating my lovely blog. hehe.

will end here. hehe. good night all. sugar dreams. xoxo

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love,
lisa

9.11pm

a few days ^^

29/9/09

wen to school. kinda funny le today at school. today my exams are sejarah 1 and science 1. while we are waiting for the sejarah paper after recess . win, jan, fatiha, alina & me. sit around my table. talk then study. when that mr ooi come in nia. he keep look at us. very nice to look meh??? but b4 that cik mastura come in. when 5 of us laugh. she call jan. we though she will ask jan bout nilam book. but actually is 2 ask us to keep quiet ^^. then sejarah paper time. not vry hard not very easy. almost 10 ques that come out is what we discuss juz now b4 the exam. so lucky ^^. after exam come bac home. now updating my blog. after i finish my paper. i draw and write on my test pad. just draw nia. [don't tink too much ya]

so colourful


28/9/09

got accounts & geografi test. not bad le. afternoon got ttn. after tuition go eat western food. then go see doctor. the doctor summore give me injection. so pain le. sob sob T.T after that stupid injection i damn sleepy. so kinda ealy sleep ^^


27/9/09

today is bm paper 2 [tatabahasa & konsasa & rumusan] . bm i still can do. but bina ayat all gone ^^. then is mathematics paper 2. walao eh. all the line equation i leave blank. sure die already le. home friday maths 1 can help le ^^ when mason call me i try turn at the back only teacher say. lisa dun try to give mason answer. swt la... haiyo. we learn moral must tolong menolong. but now teacher ask not to help. what they wan eh??? haha . then go home. got accounts tuition. damn sleepy le... after tuition eat dinner le study geo abit. on9 chat with him then time to sleep ^^ good nights ^^. muacks muacks


26/9/09

today is eng1 & bm1 [ essay & karangan] unbelievable my essay i write 718 words. siao eh. but interesting. about kidnaping. wakakaka . watch too much show le ^^ then is PJK. boring lo. around 15 - 20 mins finish the paper. then as usual le. start to draw and write on the paper ^^. then go home. watch tv. rest. eat. bath. then sleep pigling ^@^ blekz. then evening wake up. eat dinner. on9 . study. then night time to sleep again. can't live without my sleep ^@^ then hug my bear bear ^^ muacks muacks. sugar dreams

my art work . haha

love,
lisa

3.18pm

ntg much le

today wake up. earli morning go eat dim sum. go fetch granny then go church. as usual le... then 10 sumting come back. on9 a liltle while then mummy say wanna go try new food. near gurney there. then i say okay. i go put on some clothes and take picture again. crazy me ^^ no choice. i guess i am vain??? haha... lurve myself too much that's why keep self-capture ^^ then mummy say ready already 12 wanna go eat le. so i dressed up then take my bag. then off i go ~ today i guess i whole day sms. non-stop ^^ then reach that place. outside the environment kinda nice. go green ^^ then my order come. yummy yummy. tom yam fried rice. nice. good food. i dno how to describe the place. but is dno wat eurasian association there. then mummy daddy talk with the cook. then we bought back 1 of their speciality. we ate it for dinner just now. after lunch. went to aunt house. as usual le. boring all the way ~~~ then come back home. he say he wan sleep. after awhile i also fall asleep. i guess i sleep for 45 mins like that. then mum wake me up. she say time to eat dinner. then eat eat eat. i go bath . then now updating my lovely blog ^^ xoxo

i am innocent
love the nature . save mother earth
love,
lisa [xoxo]

7.24pm

24 / 10 / 2009 <3

24/10/2009

what a day... haha today morning parents ask me want to follow them go out eat breakfast anot... i say NO because i am sleep. as usual le... hehe being a pigling [learn tiz word from him eh] ^@^ . then i sleep sleep sleep. wake up go check my hp ... oops... got a msg. then reply then cont sleep back. like a pig nia. haha ^^ then when parents come bac. i cnt sleep already . force to wake up. eat my breakfast ^^

after i eat my breakfast i on9 a lil while. then when my parents go out. i wanted to go bac and sleep. but when i enter my room i cn hear like snake eh sound. damn scary. faster phone my parents. daddy ask me close the door and go to their room and sleep. i faster take all my stuff and go their room and sleep. sleep till 1+ they come bac. i tink actualy is not snake la. is juz noises from duno where ^^ . wake up eat chicken rice for lunch. then i watch tv while sms-ing. so romantic le the show. haha. i wan to go to the beach. would you take me to the beach??? haha. i siao liao la. then parents go out again. after 30mins they come bac. they bought sumting special. haha guess what izit??? it's coconut jelly ^^


but when they are out. as usual le... khi siao in the room. try out a few clothes that vry long din wear already. took them out and decide which 1 to wear later when i go out. ^^ then as usual le. take my camera then start capturing pictures. chik chak chik chak chik chak. then now i am uploading the pics and updating my lovely blog. after all this i guess i am goin to study ^^ [geek] haha


my outfit
lonely babiie's reflection

am i in love with the wall??? haha

girl in the mirror

i am lonely

love,
lisa

5.00pm

exams

so many days never on9 adi... stupid connection. but luckily today the internet person come repair... haha. ^^ today exam so hard... 2 hours & 30 mins for sejarah... damn hard la... but duno why winnie so many tings to write eh... keep see her... she keep writing.... write cnt finish eh. haha then perdaganagn IKs eh whole page all die. dno wat it saying oso... haha. after finish doin perdagangan while waiting for the time to pass.... guess wat i did???



this is wat i do

20/10 school life ^^

today at school....hmmph... what can i say sumore le??? 1 word LAUGH . . . haha... but unfortunately vicky didn't come today...

early morning...went to school. reach school only saw janie walkin down the stairs... she say she wanna pass sumting to form 2 student... i tink if i am not wrong... then i walk go in the class... saw adrian... dno wat he said... then i remembered... ADRIAN TEO [his favourite colour is pink] .... you are goin 2 get it from me... time for me 2 balas dendam... wakakaka... after that ma sit at my place... settle down... then here comes janice... then yy... dno wat happen janice ko cai shout... for ntg she muz shout... kuan si liao... haha... neva shout cnt eh... if 1 day she neva shout means she is not janice already. haha....

then yy say 2day alot ppl didn't come to school.... then while we are talkin [ janice . winnie . lisa] i was wondering why pn hamdiah nt yet come in eh ha... then i realise that got perhimpunan... sien nia... stand there so long.... but 3 of us keep laugh... then they played a song... bahasa jiwa bangsa. reminds me of batu lanchang... love dat song... hehe ^^ nice melody...the best part of perhimpunan is when the prefect say. "boleh balik ke class" . today i tink almost half of the class is absent

after awhile our beatiful pn anu came in. she bring a box of cookies for us... homemade.... yummy yummy !!! thanks pn anu. [if you see this] ^^ then we ate... pass to the boys behind. then teacher gave us some tips bout what's cmn out. we copy down. then is moral lesson. pn nagoor come in. i wonder why muz she always forget bout my book & me n yy eh fotostat notes... hehe ^^ nvm we forgive you. then we talk bout being a teacher... me , jan and yy say that be teacher oso not bad... can consider about it... then kringg*** kringg*** kringg *** recess... wohoo.... 3 of us eat mee.... jan so lucky le 2day ... eat mee but ntg happen to her... haha

then after recess is sejarah... but win wanted to go to the toilet so v accompany her... then they wanted to pass the marathon form... too bad i can't go... goin 2 hong kong on that day... ^^ we go bac class... then sir was already there... then study... after sej lesson finish is perdagangan lesson... that's the lesson we laugh till we drop.... wakakaka... not drop exactly... but laugh like siao lang. wakakaka.... we tryin to plan a bbq party at my hse... then we plan how much to collect and what should we buy... then talk bout sausage the guys at the back with their dirty brain dno talk bout wat pulak... then janice say she can eat 5 sausages... ben pulak say he can eat 15 sausages or more... then janice say 10 bak wang not enough... reali ho liao... dno how they eat eh... haha... then miss chew will always say " laugh laugh laugh... laugh till morning oso cnt finish laughing" after she say that... we laugh louder... haha. then they [janice . win]asked me how come me & him can break... then i ma bla. bla. bla ... then they say... oh... then i suddenli feel like vry miss him... but memories is all i have... what is past juz let it past... look foward and never turn back...

then maths lesson... like always le... gal lai gal... boy come boy... haha... our teacher's style... but she vry chu bii le... ^^ suddenly rain so heavy... after school whole uniform wet... stupid eh... so cold.... zzz... then come back... take some pictures... then now i am updating my blog . ^^ going to bed soon ^@^ . that's all for today. xoxo

this is lisa's school life ^^

lisa

3.44pm

i have nothing betta to do

that's the girl . her name is lisa
am i changing???

black & white

leave me alone

my socks ^^

desserts in salsas

cute cute ... look like gal gal

i am stressed . so i seek for desserts

is not i don't want . is i can't

kvn,
i am reali sorry... last night when you ask me wether i realy decide to break or wanna be with u... i don't know how 2 answer but in the end i say i want 2 break. maybe you will feel that i am playing. you asked me izit i don't love you already. no. i still love you. i still miss you. but juz that i feel long distance relationship wont last and i don't wanna be hurt by you again. moreover what you want i cnt giv you. i am sorry. i said tings that will hurt ur feelings. i dun mean it but i guess is a fact. everytime when i tink about you. i will tink bout how you hurt my feelings . . . then my feelings towards you wil slowly fade away. it's hurt letting you go but it hurts more if i don't let you go. i hope you understand my decision. you say that after 12midnight you wont change your decision and i said okay is because i don't wanna cont getting hurt and cont being sad anymore. lasttime when someone tell me " loving someone doesn't mean have to be 2getha " i dun understand what he mean.... i dun wanna understand... but when im in this situation. i totaly understand that i love you but i dun dare to be with you. juz a simple love from me to you is enough...

dii,
i am really sorry. i tink i hurt your feelings. jie juz can't have anymore relationship and love for now. i hope you will find someone that can treat u and care bout you more than i do. i guess you will hate me or someting but i will always be your jie. dii muz know that in this world there is so many other more girl.... not only one. so seek your happiness.... don't waste your time....

to both of you... i am truly vry sorry i hurt both of your feelings. maybe u will find that i am cruel but actualy making those decision made me even sad. but i have no choise. what i can say is i am sorry.

love,
lisa

3.07pm

<3 ti' amo <3

juz now while i am doing my accounts revision . . . i watched this show called a cup of love.... when i watched it... i don't know why i suddenly tink bout my memories with him... it's already so long.... but why does the memories still remain in the heart and mind??? maybe memories are not meant to be forgoten. so many problems lately... now alone at home... freedom.... but i feel kinda bored... maybe to many tings on my mind so neva take this time to enjoy... after watchin that show i finnaly understand is not love sux... is we don't know how 2 appreciate the love we have dat's why we feel that love sux... but eventough i noe bout tiz i guess now is not the time... i guess i will let the happy memories be with me.... relationship .??? next time onli tink bout it le... sorry to those i hurt... and i forgive those who hav hurt me... hmph... 4giv & 4get. i kinda miss his voice... he sings 2 me... hmph... kinda romantic ... but it onli last for a few days... in juz a few days happy & sad memories happen. but i guess i will wanna remain it as a memories... <3 i wanna say ti' amo <3 but i guess you opening this blog??? hmph.... impossible??? nobody noes... juz hope happy memories will remain the same and sad memories will be forgoten.... all the best.... to those who are in love... appreciate the one you love beofre you loose them... when u loose them is too late to turn back the time.... and is useless to be regrat... so love them with all your heart. ^^
dat's my advice ...

ps. saw this juz now when i am on9... good phrase & a meaningfull one... [ i miss him . ignore me you may but 4ever in my heart you'll stay . a promise i made AND a promise i shall say ] but i edited abit le... ^^

<3 lisa <3

10.04pm

i am sorry

why must so many tings happen in just a few days. i thought after that break up everyting will be ok... it hurt at first but when time pass so does the feelings.... it's not easy to let go but i still have 2 let go. after that i thought everyting will be fine... but i guess it is not fine.... i don't know why but i guess i am not ready to love sumone yet. what i can say is sorry. dii ... im reali sorry if i hurt your feelings but i guess treating you as my dii is betta... i dun mean 2 hurt you. i juz feel i am not ready yet... not so fast. no matter what i will always be your jie. i am vry sorry dii. kvn... i am oso vry sorry b'coz what u wan i can't giv you.... love is not all i have i still have my family & frens. i hope both of u understand... i dun wanna loose frens like both of you. again i wanna say "i am sorry "

love,
lisa

6.05

i am confused but i did make the right decision

i don't know why i say that. maybe is because i am tired of keep on waiting and the way u treat me... u 4awhile treat me good 4awhile treat me cold. u wna me how??? maybe we are to far apart. the tings you tink and the tings i tink are totaly different. maybe you wont understand how i feel but i have been hurt by u. i dun wan continue being sad. so i guess i made the right decision. i reali hope you understand how i feel. but i guess it would be hard 4 you 2 understand. no matter how much we love each other. if we have no fate love wont bring us 2getha... fate bring us 2getha. i noe that i love u... you say that you love me... but i feel love is not enough... we can't communicate. and i dun trust you. so i guess giving up on our love is the best. wish you all the best in your live

love,
lisa

10.13am

random pictures of me & my frens

blur blur blur
friendship will never end [ winnie . vicky . lisa . janice ]

hope everyting will go on well

yesterday he msged me and say he loved me and ask me do i know that. i know that but the problem is i cant giv u wat u wan. im reali sorry. but i guess we should try to bertolak ansur. some times i should giv u wat u wan and sometimes you should give me wat i wan. but the problem is u are so far from me. it's so difficult for us to see each other. can i wait till you come bac??? will i loose my patience. i miss you alot. and i hope u will come bac penang. dear i promise you that if i can meet v you i surely will but if i cnt time u muz nt be angry of me ya. dear burfday coming adi. what you want??? hmph... wat should i buy le??? and exams are so so near. damn scary nia. but in school v sumore can laugh and play. hehe ^^ . today science lesson laugh till damn siao. thanks to mr. puspa. wakakaka. recess time phn dear but keep let ppl disturb eh. ish. sumore let that si monkey & si tortise pull my hair. ishz. but in the end balas dendam. mwahahaha. now juz back from scl dunoe what to do. so boring. guess i am goin 2 slp soon. tonight will on9 and upload a few pics bout me n my frens.
will wait for you dear. after training msg me oh. mwahx. miss you.

lisa <3
3.04pm

school life kinda fun when you are sad

today morning wake up kinda sad b'coz last night quarel with him . i dduno what to do anymore. i am sorry. haiz. but morning go scl. get down from car walkin in the school time i saw a pandu puteri gal standing at the guard hse. i wonder who is dat. manatau is miss . J . kena tangkap neva wear scarf. haha. but dattime i oso neva wear but i lazy stand there and wear so i juz walk lo. when the pengawas ask me 2 wear i say i go class oni wear she say ok. kek si janice. b'coz when she say that the pengawas say "go there and wear now " haha... i am so lucky. blekz then go in class see vicky sitting and talkin with the boyz then v join in. what i know is today whole day laugh. when yan yin sing the song time laugh even crazier. when she make the action laugh even siao. like siao lang nia. then everyone was like huh??? what's going on. haha . me n my frens realise sumting our form teacher looks like beyonce. haha... i am down but b'coz of my frens i am bac to normal ^^

i am sorry . i love you

to you,
i reali hope u will read this . i am reali sorry but i reali do love you. don't keep say that i don't love you. you hurt my feelings when you say that but i noe i also hurt your feeling when i say i can't trust u. i decided to trust you. but i don't know whats wrong with me until now everyting changes. in a day so many tings can happen. sweet at first but in the end. both oso get hurt. i hope you will understand my feelings. is not i don't want, is i can't. next year is my spm le. my parents wont keep allow me go out. i am sorry i can't be like your ex always pei u go out. i am reali sorry but i hope you understand my feelings. are you angry with me??? why aren't you replyin my msg??? i don't know what's goin on. decide to break or not i guess i will leave it to you. but if u keep on not replyin my msg i take it as u have decided to break. in the last post i say that if that day reali come i will leave our love with pride & no tears. but i guess i can't hold back my tears anymore. i am not as strong as u tink i am. maybe for you is juz a game. i shouldn't have put my whole heart in tiz problem. but in the end i also fall for you. but i dun understand why must it end like that. i wanna let you know that i realy love you . and i dun wanna continue quareling. if you choose to leave then i will wish you luck in everyting you do and i wish that you will be happy.
what i can say is sorry. i don't know what to do. i will leave it all to you . what you want i cnt give . i am sorry but i still love you . bye

lisa
2/48pm

heartz eu . mwahx

yesterday was so so moody b'coz i found out that he liead to me. i couldn't sleep b'coz i guess my mind is full with questions. then i decided to msg. so i msg with Mr. andrew ^^ but in the end he tell me that he dun hav credit and will msg me & cheer me up today & he did. thanks alot. i couldn't hold bac my tears. i also don't know why. but in the end i manage to slp at around 3 sumting in the morning. but tiz morning he explain everyting to me. but b4 he explain i said that v should not be 2getha. but when i come bac frm scl he asked me not to leave him??? & guess wat??? my heart melted. hmmm... y am i so weak in love???? but b4 i say okay to him i asked him to promise me a few tings. and he promised me. but i feel that does long distance relationship last??? i ask myself again & again. then i decided to give it a try. i hope i wont get hurt again. and if that day come i guess i muz leave tiz love with pride & no tears. but i reali hope you won't hurt me. & i have decided to trust you. so i hope you dun take away the word trust from our love.
Love you dear . . . mwahx

lisa

9.03pm

gave up

should i trust what you say??? i am reali confused . i found out tings that make me dun trust u anymore . i trust u no more . did i juz make the wrong mistake??? am i starting to feel regrat??? why muz he lie to me??? why ???? this is not the first time. i am tired. i am reali reali tired with you. it's been like... not long. now u let me have the feeling that do u mean it when u say u wanna be with me??? i guess not. being together should trust each other. but how would u expect me 2 trust u when u are lying to me. i ask u . u say dun have. but i found out that u have. what should i do??? should i juz say good-bye or should i continue live in this lie??? i am confused with you . neva should have put hope on somthing. why did i 4get this phrase " if there is no hope . there won't be dissapoinment " ??? but can i turn bac the time??? i am tired of being lied by you. i guess is more than enough. i giv up

lisa

8.45pm

are you my cup of coffee???

accouts [ before and after] but in the end cnt balance

chiak chak

lurve myself

http://lonelybabiie.blogspot.com/

i am CONFUSED

i am CoNfUsEd by you. i don't know what to do anymore. i guess i found the answer already. but i am not sure with it. will i regrat??? i guess not. i guess that's the best way for both of us. is it time to tell or should i continue thinking??? what should i do. i am so so so confused right noe. i am confused wether to take you or to leave you. so should i take you or should i leave you....??? haiz. ConfuseD . everytime when my feelings get stronger something will happen that make me regrat that i put my feelings & trust for u. but everytime after i have the regrat feeling. you will tell me what happen. is that juz an excuse or what you are telling is true??? i am confused by the things you say. why muz u make my world so confused. since lat night till now i am not in a mood. i try to take pics to make me feel betta. but i guess the pics that i took satisfy me but my mood is nt getting betta at all. what should i do to feel betta??? should i still put my hope on you or should i juz 4get it??? but what i knoe is everytime i put my hope i will surely get dissapointed. and i guess v dun suit each other??? i am reali confused. haiz. juz now do my accounts revision. dno why can't balance. maybe my heart is not on the accounts i guess. while i am updating my blog i sudeenli feel vry . . . i oso don't know how 2 say.i am confused i don't have this feeling for a long time adi. but suddenli b'coz of u i have tiz feeling again. what should i do??? exams are near. but i don't have the mood to study anymore. study what oso cnt go in brain. continue study oso useless already. i thought that everyting will be alright but it doesn't seem that way now. it's confusing & complicated. i guess i should let go. it's time 4 me to learn loving someone is not easy. loosing someone is even difficult. but it muz stay that way. CoNfUsEd . CoNfUsEd . CoNfUsEd . CoNfUsEd

love,
lonelybabiie

11/10/09
6.30pm

LOVE LOVE LOVE
are you the one for me??? are you the lyrics to my song???

lonely babiie

MaTuReD lOvE ???

today morning i woke up from bed then 1st ting i did was get my phone frm my dressing table . then sms v him ^^. then i on9. use fb then open my lovely blog. then chat v a few ppl. most importantly i chat v him . chat bout alot of tings. love . studies . bla . bla . bla . then the question came 2 my mind again. should i be v him. he seem 2 be okay 4 me. but will tiz last or it will last onli until i hav accepted him??? can you answer me ma??? he then ask me a question that i have been thinking also. if me & him 2getha will i tell my parents??? 4 a moment i don't noe how 2 ans but then i feel telling the truth is the best. 4 me telling them i don't mind but i dno wether will they accept him ant. b'coz they don't know him. unlike my ex. my parents kinda noe him. i'm so confused. then i guess dat's 1 of the reason i dun wanna be v him. i am afraid if i be v him & my parents don't allow i dun get 2 meet him. moreover my parents wan me 2 study 4 next year's SPM. so is definateli a NO i guess. but then he tell me dat even i am v him. i have 2 manage my studies & love. i guess i agree v him. he say v should be in a matured love. there is a time 2 study & there's also time 2 love. but he is in KL now. when would he onli come bac 2 penang. if im reali with him. is tiz called long distance relationship??? hmph. but he say he will come bac & look 4 me. he say if always meet there is no chance 2 miss each otha. so sumtimes v meet sumtimes v don't. i guess i agree v that. he say he always go 4 training & cnt accompany me msg. he say we should take that time 2 miss each otha. and he said that he will help me how 2 manage my studies.i guess he did. 2 day whole day study study study nia. morning study then go ttn come bac study again. he say that i muz study so that i can catch upp. ^^ hmm. kinda true. But i guess i can't give u the answer now. you would have 2 wait until my exams are over. if u dun mind waiting then wait. if u mind waiting then u are free 2 find others. i don't mind. but if u reali do find othas plz tell me so that i wont have 2 find the answer anymore. BUT 4 now ... i wanna study 1st. GaMbAtEh !!!

thanks 4 all the support that you gave me 2day to study. i will study for myself & for you.
xoxo

love,
lisa

10/10/09
8.33pm

A song perhaps ^^

have been absent from scl 2 days already. it's so borng at home... but i did my revision. exams are so so near. but i guess i can't manage 2 finish all my revision in time. aiks. while doin revision i am watchin tv. hehe. at the same time. i guess that's my way of studyin. when i study it muz not be too quite. weird huh??? hehe ^^ . i'm reali sorry 4 being angry v u . i guess i am not in a mood that time. sorry 4 saying things that hurt u. i thought u will be reali mad at me. but when i woke up i saw ur msg. i'm kinda relieve & happie. hope you have a save ride bac to KL. will be waiting 4 ur call when u reach. but i guess i muz not put too much hope . if not i will be dissapointed. i guess u are on the plane now??? i kinda miss him [ but wat should i do??? ] should i follow my insticnt or my heart??? you reali made me confused. perhaps we should give each other more time??? if you reali do love me . then do wait for the answer. if you don't wanna wait 4 the answer . then i guess u should leave. i still don't understand why whenever i listen to some songs. my memories will get bac in my mind. it's a torture. but i guess i will wan a new song in my life. if that day reali come i wish 4 a song named Wu Ding by jay chow. would you be the one singing the song for me??? or who should it be??? i reali do miss you alot. what should i do???? why muz u always be in my mind??? how onli i will get you out of my mind??? i dun wanna put too much hope anymore. WHY WHY WHY . haiz. but if i reali let my feelings get deeper would i get hurt by u ???? should i take the risk??? you say you wont hurt me. but can i trust wat u say???? i guess i should live with this phrase in my life. " if there is no hope . there won't be dissapoinment ".


love
lisa

9/10/09

5.54pm

it's been a long time

alamak ! it's been a long time since i update my blog. 2 days or 3 days le i guess. hehe. so bopring nia.... sick sick sick. 2day neva go scl again. yesterday sumopre let sumone say eng kai b'coz i am sick... ishz. stupid & stuborn huan chu. [ hope ur jaw drop err ] wakakaka ^^ what i noe is in this month i tink i see 2 or 3 times eh doc liao. always sick so damn weak nia.... ishz. but luckily sick time got ppl care bout me.... hehe . MiSsEsS yOu . xoxo . but i guess u will have to wait till the right time ba. wait till i am reali confident okay??? yesterday started my new accounts ttn. PRIVATE !!! so the teacher come 2 my hse & start teaching. i am so GLAD i kinda understand accounts adi. but yesterday learn bout documents onli. kinda weird b'coz after 2 hour ttn at night i ownself take out accounts book & start doin . weird nia ! juz wake up nia. ntg betta to do. but i tink gonna start doin my revision adi. my EXAMS are like next week. less than 7 days. OMG!!! books books books. why can't v juz study but don't have to sit 4 exams???? ^^ gonna start v sejarah then perdagangan then science then maths then geo then bm then accounts then moral [definisi] then eng [short stories] then sivik then PJ . so much to do but so little time. ^^ while i am doing all this i will still miss you. xoxo.


lisa.heartz.eu
xoxo [misses you loads]

8/10/09
11.00am

New Camera

i am SICK !!! so suffering. yesterday at home whole day eat porridge onli. so sien nia... eat slp wake up do folio then slp again. then i msg v him. kinda miss him but he is still in china. then he ask me d ques again. & he said that he cnt msg me too mani msg b'coz he is gonna be out of credit. but he say he hope dat he will hear good news from me... then he end v " i'll miss you ". what should i do now??? so confused . sick & boring. but luckily at night i 4lo my parents out.... juz bought a new digital camera ^^ n daddy say it will be urs already. learn how 2 use & then teach me.... then i was like YAY !!! so happie nia got new camera but i hate 2 be sick ^^ olympus dno wat model but d guy say is latest modal. then come bac is time 4 picha . chik chak chik chak chik chak chik chak chik chak ^^ then i go charge the battery then now oni i took out the battery. 2day neva go scl. but dno y 9 sumting wake up adi. ^^ wake up nia i go my study room then start 2 do my folio. omg i tink i gt janice sickness adi... like 2 do folio eh sickness. 4 now i am still doin my folio . updating my lovely blog . using facebook . dno wat will be next. hehe ^^ till here nw.

love,
lisa

5/10/09
11.05am

normal day

haha... yesterday i on9 but kinda lazy 2 update my blog . then my mumi came in & ask me whether i want 2 watch the proposal anot . then i say yes & i rushed out from my study room 2 the living room ^^. i took a table to d living room to do my accounts homework & to watch proposal. the show was kinda funnie. i was doin my homework when i am watching. killing two birds with 1 stone ^^. i do & do manatau do till so mani page adi . then when the mov finish i watch 107 [my kampung days] the theme song vry chu bii eh. hehe ^^. then tiz morning wake up. go scl. got assembly. so damn boring. 2 lesson in the hall.... see ppl recieve prize & certificate, i oso got certificate. dancing 1. then it's SCIENCE lesson. & u noe la... the man will keep repeat the same ting eh. he say pass up i pass up then he say i dun wan collect 1 by 1. pek chek v him nia. dno wat is he trying to do. ishZZZ.... then accounts. luckily today accounts kinda ok. b'coz i understand wat teacher is teaching. ^^ then now bac home. ate burger 4 lunch . now updating my blog & uploading pictures in facebook ^^

signing off,
lisa

2/10/09
1.53pm