i am CONFUSED

i am CoNfUsEd by you. i don't know what to do anymore. i guess i found the answer already. but i am not sure with it. will i regrat??? i guess not. i guess that's the best way for both of us. is it time to tell or should i continue thinking??? what should i do. i am so so so confused right noe. i am confused wether to take you or to leave you. so should i take you or should i leave you....??? haiz. ConfuseD . everytime when my feelings get stronger something will happen that make me regrat that i put my feelings & trust for u. but everytime after i have the regrat feeling. you will tell me what happen. is that juz an excuse or what you are telling is true??? i am confused by the things you say. why muz u make my world so confused. since lat night till now i am not in a mood. i try to take pics to make me feel betta. but i guess the pics that i took satisfy me but my mood is nt getting betta at all. what should i do to feel betta??? should i still put my hope on you or should i juz 4get it??? but what i knoe is everytime i put my hope i will surely get dissapointed. and i guess v dun suit each other??? i am reali confused. haiz. juz now do my accounts revision. dno why can't balance. maybe my heart is not on the accounts i guess. while i am updating my blog i sudeenli feel vry . . . i oso don't know how 2 say.i am confused i don't have this feeling for a long time adi. but suddenli b'coz of u i have tiz feeling again. what should i do??? exams are near. but i don't have the mood to study anymore. study what oso cnt go in brain. continue study oso useless already. i thought that everyting will be alright but it doesn't seem that way now. it's confusing & complicated. i guess i should let go. it's time 4 me to learn loving someone is not easy. loosing someone is even difficult. but it muz stay that way. CoNfUsEd . CoNfUsEd . CoNfUsEd . CoNfUsEd

love,
lonelybabiie

11/10/09
6.30pm